thoughts at 2 AM

ton gave me a food for thought before he went to sleep. why is it that girls value their relationships more than guys? girls are more scared of their relationships ending than guys who usually just take everything as they come.

i have just finished reading the goddess rules by clare naylor. this book just made me realize how wonderful it is to have someone who loves the you that even you yourself hate. i know that i am loved.. but more than this, i want to be cherished…

ehh?

we’re being asked to set our objectives for the next fiscal year at work. how can i come up with objectives when i don’t really know what i want to be yet? i know i’ve been whining about growing up for awhile now but gosh, i don’t even know what i’ll be doing next week, let alone for the next 12 months! anyone up for the challenge of helping me come up with achievable goals that would mean a higher salary increase for me next year? coffee on me if you’re brave enough! lol.

 current obsession: buffy the vampire slayer on dvd.. david boreanaz is hot!

 currently listening to: belle and sebastian

 currently reading: lolita by vladimir nabokov

ton and i are thinking of switching ipods this week. his ipod is white and mine is black. yup, we are crazy. can you tell we’re bored? anyone know an easier way to swap our songs and playlists?

 paintball is fun. i think i have a future in terrorism or counter-terrorism 🙂 not that i am for terrorism. i just like going around and shooting people with paintballs. it’s fun! and really useful when you hate someone and want to get back at them.